Bigdumbego's Blog

Cheryl’s No X-Factor

bigdumbego — Mon, 30 May 2011 08:58:09 +0000

Maybe it’s a good thing that Cheryl Cole (or Tweedy if you want) isn’t returning to the UK version of X-Factor because all the years she has been on the panel, the winners have turned out rubbish with exception of Alexandra Burke. And the reason for that is all the Cheryl fans voted for her acts regardless of whether they had talent.

Can you be really be friends?

bigdumbego — Sun, 21 Nov 2010 22:19:39 +0000

As people will know I had a very brief relationship this year and now that woman is a very good friend.

My question can you really be friends with an ex or does it come down to the individual.

In the last three weeks ive spent two weeks at her house.

Hunt for Red October

bigdumbego — Fri, 08 Oct 2010 11:21:45 +0000

First of all I have to apologise for the title, its not a blog about the film, it was the only thing I could think of with October in the title.

Anyway if everything I have heard is to be believed this October marks the release of my “father” from her majesty’s pleasure after 10+ years, he is a nasty evil man btw.

My fear is that he returns to the bosom of the family as if nothing happened, our family was split over this incident ( ill never talk properly about it) and when/if he returns he will make the rift bigger and deeper.

My secondary fear is I may allow myself to commit actions towards him that I shouldn’t cos I left that person behind years ago even though I was treated badly as a child (not the only one).

I hate the guy and everything he has done and also the people who stand by him through blind faith but he is the one who brought me into the world.

Apologies if this is rambling or hard to follow but I had to get it out somehow or my head would have exploded (not literally of course, that would be messy).

Thanks for reading xxx

Musicality

bigdumbego — Sun, 26 Sep 2010 15:55:51 +0000

My next post is about music

Music can and usually does remind us about people, whether that be good or bad, I have four good (light) and three (dark) songs that represent me because Light ALWAYS beat Dark. But my specially created i-tunes song list as 23 songs.

LIGHT

My first favourite track is Being Nobody by Liberty X vs Richard X, the title being the name of possibly my fave person online (alongside her boyfriend) and recently having met both I love them both.

My second track is King of Kings by Motorhead, I like this song cos its theme song of WWE wrestler Triple H and also cos its like an adrenaline song so whenever I hear this song im filled with energy.

My third track is Love Is by Nadine Coyle, which was from a unreleased but ebayed (sp?) album the vocals, the lyricsjust touch me in a way ive never been touched before

Finally my fourth track is X by Xzibit cos its a kick arse rap tune and makes me wanna make the “X “ sign

DARK

My first dark track is Let It Go by Limp Bizkit which made a lot of sense afterwards I was verbally attacked on Twitter with lyrics like “What hurts so much I believed you to be a true friend” and also lends itself to my blog title (big dumb ego)

My second track is Never Gonna Happen by Lily Allen which sums up my after time relationship with my ex

My third track is a song I really do like but one of the people who hurt me hard took her name from this song its Black Jacks with the line “newyorknothing,come and get stuck in”

Having said all this I have more songs that promote happiness but its the people who done me bad are remembered than the true people how make me glad to know them

xxxxx

Once again thanks for reading

PEACE AND LOVE

Friendship

bigdumbego — Fri, 17 Sep 2010 13:15:28 +0000

What’s the key to friendship?

A – Kindness/Honesty
B – Booze or
C – Nudity/ Sex

I lay in bed at 215 desperately trying to sleep and all mind is doing is racing at 100mph thinking random things like why some people like me, some people love me and some people (mentioning no names) hate me.

I think its true to say I don’t have many friends but the ones I do have I love cos we share a common interest, we all like the above mentioned things although I’ve never slept with any of my friends ( well one but that’s different).

I’m a little too smutty sometimes and I’m not as funny as I think sometimes but I’m a great person

Hope this wasn’t too rambling and boring

Peace and love. Xx

An Apology

bigdumbego — Thu, 16 Sep 2010 01:49:38 +0000

Apologies for not posting anything in ages but I don’t know what to write about, and this occurs to me at 230 in the morning while I’m laying in bed.

Once my juices flow again like a metaphorical river, ill be back. Any ideas would also be welcomed.

Peace and love. Xx

To The Future

bigdumbego — Fri, 27 Aug 2010 22:46:51 +0000

Well tonight I finished my work (and when I say work, I actually mean slave labour because I worked 36 hrs a week for 4 weeks for absolutely nothing).

For 4 weeks, I have stacked and tidied everything you could possibly find in the grocery section of a Tesco store.

In our section we started with 3 people, thats me and 2 others, one of them left on the 2nd week and the other didnt turn up after the 3rd week, so I was the only one left.

I hope to be back there for Christmas but I wont know for a week or so.

Even if I dont get taken on at Tesco’s ill keep looking for work and move on to the future.

Personally and professionally

Hope you like and I didnt ramble too much

Little Rant

bigdumbego — Sat, 21 Aug 2010 23:56:45 +0000

Well a month ago, i was very happy cos i started dating my girlfriend who was a friend start with, so it was perfect.

But now when I arrived at her house tonight, I was told that her ex was back around and sniffing around her (not literally).

So now, i’m feeling a bit pissed off with him, even though i’ve never met the cocknosed prick and also hoping she tells him where to go.

Will keep ppl updated on further chronicles of crapness lol

More About Me

bigdumbego — Tue, 10 Aug 2010 22:39:03 +0000

Im 30 years old, born January 1980

I have 2 brothers and 4 sisters, I speak to only of these on rare occasions

I havent seen my parents in 13 years and not likely to in a while

I brag a lot, even though I shouldn’t

I didn’t lose my virginity at 19 as I claimed to someone I know (sorry)

I left home at 17 having no life skills

My best mate ever died when i was 20 and I probably haven’t got over it still

I support teams in different countries

There is probably more to come later

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bigdumbego — Tue, 10 Aug 2010 20:04:41 +0000

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