Hunt for Red October
First of all I have to apologise for the title, its not a blog about the film, it was the only thing I could think of with October in the title.
Anyway if everything I have heard is to be believed this October marks the release of my “father” from her majesty’s pleasure after 10+ years, he is a nasty evil man btw.
My fear is that he returns to the bosom of the family as if nothing happened, our family was split over this incident ( ill never talk properly about it) and when/if he returns he will make the rift bigger and deeper.
My secondary fear is I may allow myself to commit actions towards him that I shouldn’t cos I left that person behind years ago even though I was treated badly as a child (not the only one).
I hate the guy and everything he has done and also the people who stand by him through blind faith but he is the one who brought me into the world.
Apologies if this is rambling or hard to follow but I had to get it out somehow or my head would have exploded (not literally of course, that would be messy).
Thanks for reading xxx
